I tried to fight my OCD but I couldn't and it won.

So I revealed in a previous blog entry that I am OCD about starting things on certain days/dates. Usually I care more abot dates then days which is why I had an inner battle with myself on when I was going to start my next 30 Day Blog Journal...This one being 30 Days of Truth and trust me some of them are very personal tidbits of information that I usually keep bottled up. Anyway, my OCD side won obviously because it wanted to start on October 15th because it is such a nice number and its the middle of the month.


I don't remember who I grabbed this off of because it was a while back but I know there are a lot of different versions in bloggy land. :)

30 Days of Truth

You mean I can't lie to you all anymore ;)

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

I don't actually have to think very hard on this at all. The thing I hate about myself the most is my inability to control my emotions. I snap pretty easily. I get extremely angry over nothing. I often unleash my screeching and cackling anger on Kevin (sorry). I also get my feelings hurt way too easily and take everything as an attack. I take everything as if it is the end all be all and look at everything as extremes. There is no middle groundwith me.I cry way too easily and I think everyone is out to get me. I am just a hot mess on most days. You guys all should be lucky you only know me through bloggy world ;)

Here are the rest of the days if you want to play along as well :)
 
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.

Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.

Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit. (this one is going to be hard)

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted. (hard)

Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know. ( i know who buthard to say)

Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.

Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.

Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)

Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter) (rough questions)

Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.

Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.

Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.

Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage. (I can write for days on this one)

Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics? (you all arent ready for this one from me )

Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.

Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?

Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.

Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.

Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)

Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.

Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why? (WOW)

Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?

Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?

Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.

Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself